Wednesday, April 22, 2009
090422
wow,it has been a long time since i update again
today is the last day of SYF,i guess
and hope every CCA gets what they hope to get
-------------------i am dividing line-------------------
well,for arts...
i have not really started on my paper 2 yet
i've just chosen the topic for it today
and it's only 8 more days to the actual day!!
how scaring is that?!!!
on the other hand-paper 1,
i've not been doing anything for it
the past 3 weeks
i know it's kinda stupid that
i am not doing anything for it
but seriously
i am suppose to step down for sc on the day,
30th of april
and that xxx postpone it
to the end of mid year exam!
all this week i was doing sc things
not as many and heavy as last time
however i need to study!
and i dont want to wast time on it anymore
somemore this year is so important
and i am saying all this is because
i had no time after school for art_
it's like 70 days to 'o' level art
-------------------i am dividing line-------------------
mid year exam is coming soon
very soon,
and i have not been revising
and the stupid situation game for sc
i have not thought of anything
and agnes has fever for so many days
i can't possibly ask her for help
and they are so sick that they want the proposal
by thursday
and they only told us on tuesday night like 11+pm?
sicking people
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
at last
i am quite happy to hear that i am going to step down soon
from art club,student council_
well,
i know i have to do my art soon and then,
but i just keep dragging it
and most importantly,
THERE IS ONLY 84 days left!!!_
may be just like what others said
'i want to draw,but not this kind of art'
this is a challenge
i said before that i want to take art as a subject
if i give up half way
not the others,but i will be laughing at myself
that i can't believe i give up so easily
they have already told me
what i would encounter at the first place
and i am clear about it
about what should i treat it as
and what i should do
even though
i know i may not be going into the ''art's world''
however,it is still my interest in the end
i want to do it for this very one and only time
To take it seriously_
those complicated and troublesome thoughts i will have after o level,
i will just put them aside first then
like i said,even though i may not be in the ''art's world''
it is still my interest in the end.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
who to blame to
i have no idea why,
i am urge to do my art suddenly.
i know i have to work on my speed,
also,
the layouts,
improvement on my skill
and,
the usage of other medium.
i will try.
so do every other art students,ok?
--------------------i am dividing line--------------------
i was doing backdrop with Gui ting and Annie
for achievement day on Tuesday.
and madam ng came over,
she just criticize about the backdrop
like nobody's business.
and guess what she said?
'oh,this is art club's standard,
i am so disappointed.'
and
'the design was given to you long time ago,
and i only see it was painted yesterday'
doesn't she know that there is SYF going on
and not all the students in art club are able to sacrifice their time for it.
furthermore,
not all the art club members are able to paint that well.
i do not wish to admit this,
but this is true.
on top of these,
i am so agree with what Gui ting had said on that day,
'we're taking the criticism of a person who does not know art.'
(something like this,even though i am not really sure if she knows about art)
i don't know about others,
but i feel really sad about it.
we do put in our efforts,
she doesn't have to be so mean.
if they can do so well,
and ask so many things from us,
why don't they go and do it?
no time?
we don't have the time too!
i was planned to do my art on Monday and Tuesday
and i've wasted the two full days for that backdrop.
i hope i can step down quickly,
and get away from all these things as fast as i can,
i really wish to focus on my studies and art only.
